Ballet class was going great. I mean, really great. It was pushing me physically and exhilarating me emotionally. And then last Sunday happened.
I was in class and I did a little jump - and I do mean little....like a bounce, really - and I felt a twinge in my right knee. If you remember, I tore the meniscus in my right knee about four years ago and it's been a problem ever since. My knees have been holding up to class really well, but they are dancer knees with a previous injury so I suppose the "twinge" wasn't surprising. It didn't bother me through the rest of class, so I didn't think much about it until I got home. Then it started to hurt like none other. I immediately wrapped it, but as the day progressed I knew something was wrong. The pain was all too familiar and it hurt. I got mad, I cried, and then I called the doctor.
Due to perfect Carrie timing, my doctor was on vacation. Of course. But I got in with John's doctor yesterday to see if we could figure out what was going on in my knee. I was expecting horrible news (meniscus re-torn, needs surgery, shouldn't ever dance again, etc), but I didn't get horrible news. I got blah news. That is better I suppose, but it could still turn into horrible news. I'll explain:
The current diagnosis is that I have strained my MDL (inner side of my knee) and bruised my meniscus where the former tear had healed itself. The pain is being amplified due to a bunch of bad cartilage under my kneecap. I have to stay off of it (no dance class) for a month. I have crutches for the bad days, and am to take Aleve twice a day for the next month. I have to keep it wrapped to keep swelling down, and I have to go to physical therapy for a month. The expectation is that it will heal itself over the next month and I can return to ballet class (limiting my movement as needed). Here's where it can still turn to horrible news though: If it doesn't get better over the next month, I will be referred to an orthopedic surgeon, who will then cut my knee open and dig a bunch of stuff out.
I'll be honest. I'm terrified that it's not going to get better. Ballet is so knee intensive, I'm not sure how well I could return to it (if at all) if I require surgery. And that is devastating. So I need prayer. Lots of it. Let's heal these knees!
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